gifts

my new collection~~~~~ four mini teddy bears stuck under my computor monitor...haha..you may wonder why...actually these are the teddy bears given to me by the hotel i stayed in...one day per bear sitting on my pillow~~ :) well, actually, i dono what to do with them, so i decided to just squeeze them in any free space that i have....hehe..smart huh?! *blush*

Notice on the table, i have another gift...it's a chanel hair midst...well, again, i dono what to do with it yet coz i don't really put perfume on my hair :p will i be bold? will it damage my hair? will it....??? oh well, i will just leave it for now and there will be moments when i think i need it and start using it..could be when prices of shampoo and conditioner go up or water charges become really expensive will decided to use...hahaha...

RIP MJ

Why is it that people only start feeling sad when they lose something / someone? why people only look at the good and forget the bad in things / someone only after they lose it? why only people know how they should have cherished something / someone only when it's already too late? why? human are hard to understand and i'm sure it's hard for human to understand the reasons~~~

Like the usual, woke up early and went to work yesterday and was told that michael jackson passed away...i had to say...i was very very SHOCKED and had a short period of sense of lose!! i wasnt a big fan of his, i carried on with my life not caring what MJ did in his world...he was just another human being to me...but somehow, knowing that i would never be able to know he was on this earth again made me feeling like i've lost something / someone i knew....it was really sad....was on the train watching the news of how many ppl were sadden / shocked/ depressed by the news...and how people remembered his work, his talent and his life....what-a-life MJ had lived...full of sweetness and bitterness....

because of his passing, i realized life is short, people are forgetful, people take things for granted....and at that moment, i felt that i must cherish my family and friends more and felt lucky for having them still around me....

IN REMBERANCE OF MICHAEL JACKSON - THE LEGEND

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You May wonder why i pose this video....watch and tell me why (if you know me, you will know why~~~~) ....don't cheat...pls scroll down for answer... GUESS

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Hey, i'm disappointed to find out that most of you think it's the FOOD!!! IT'S NOT THE FOOD!!! it's the KITTY~~~ it's a very famous kitty in taiwan these days...they even set up a website for him (which i thoughtfully included in my links list)...she's my new idol now~~~~love it love it...so cute~~~ P/S: Jenn said she didnt understand my post...and she said if she doesnt understand, so would everyone out there...let me explain...see the kitty in the beginning of the ad? that's the kitty i'm in love with now...and so as alot of ppl out there..so her owner made her a website which is now linked to my blog...on your left hand side..called meow meow site....hopefully it's clearer.... :)

Eye pollution

Hong kong is famous for air pollution (for those of u who have been here before, you know how the sky looks like and how the air "taste" like...) and noise pollution (cling cling clang clang, that's the noise you keep hearing in restaurants, and of coz loud people everywhere)...after x yrs in hk, i found another type of pollution in HK...you may wonder what it is...it's eye pollution~~~ hehe...been taking MTR all along, walking around HK for long long time and i guess mayb it's because of the LOooooong subway rides these days for me, i noticed more things occuring in the train.....everywhere you go in hk, you will see alot of young couple (be it the conventional type of couple or the generation x type of couple), they are quite "loving"....i guess HK is small and ppl are just comfortable with it or they just dont care what ppl think or see.....loving couple is good, they hold hands (normal), they hold waist or shoulder (normal), when they started to hug each other while taking subway or elevator (well, started to get a bit less normal but still acceptable), they then proceed to wrapping in each other's embraces in the public (ahem...a bit too much, they get some stares but quickly forget)....when they started kissing each other (hhmmm, okla...sometimes ppl are just affectionate)...but when they started to lick each other's ear lopes??? NOOooo, it's getting too much!!!!! yup, what i just described are common in hk except for the last one....today, i was taking subway and saw a couple walking in...two teenagers looking like they just started secondary school not long ago....first, they wrapped each other like they were being super-glued together...then after a while, they both sat down and the gal started to lick the guy's ear....OMG OMG...luckily the guy had a bag on his lap...then the guy returned a kiss on the ear...and the little girl did it again....ppl were watching them but they didnt seem to notice....time to get a room, man....they didnt know they were putting on free show for the public....you may wonder why i put the pic below...it's salty wet kinda of scene (AKA 咸湿）

Unusual Friday night

Friday night usually means:

• party~~~
• meeting up with friends for dinner, drinks and gossip
• laze at home and just not do anything
• late nights - doing anything and everything except for work....

but tonight, my friday night is none of the above....i'm now sitting in front of my work desk, waiting for a conference call :( HOW SAD IS THAT??? i just rushed back from shenzhen, went back home, took a shower and came to office....well, i came early coz i didnt want to rush here and there....so just had my starbucks sandwich in front of my best friend called Dell...hey, where's chip? hehehe...anyway, i was "invited" by my boss to attend this conference with the company's CFO, other big shots to talk about our work...when he invited me last night, i tried to make excuses for not attending...all he said was: attend if you could. if not, no problem....but that means a lot of things...either way, i will lose out....my analysis below:

• if i don't attend -> he will think i'm not helpful or reliable...there must be reasons for him to invite me (and i know the reasons!!!)...if he screws up, he blames me for not being there to help out....
• if i attend -> two outcomes: 1) if i screw up, at least he is safe...2) if nothing happens, i'm safe....

Either ways -> i'm the one who lose out if things don't happen favourably....so i chose to bet on my future....

Life's journey

Have you ever stopped and think: gosh, time flies and it's already half way through the year...and what had i done in the past 6 months? well, i suddenly did...and reminiscing now about the journy....somehow, i think i had some very fruitful improvements :)

• i've become more independent than i used to be (mayb not a lot but slightly better than 6 mths ago)
• i've found a port for myself to park my boats of emotions...
• i've put more time and love on my family and other love ones
• i've learned to say "NO"
• i've found good people whom i didnt think exist before....i really feel grateful

ah well, i cant really think of a full list....but hopefully, this post will get you to think about your own journey and pace...slowdown and smell the flowers....

情绪

Do you have this feeling?

sometimes when you are in good mood, you don't mind spending longer time trying to make yourself looking prettier :) you feel happy putting on a nice outfit, doing your hair just a bit differently than what you normally do, putting on some nice accessories and also a little bit more make up and Wa la, you feel even better....

BUT, sometimes when you feel sh*t, even though you have plenty of time, you just don't feel like doing anything at all...find a outfit which you could wear (which may just be convenient for you and may not look good or may look good but because you feel sh*tty, you just feel that it doesnt look good on u)....you feel lazy to dress up yourself, a pair of heel-less shoes will do, less make up and let your hair takes its own lead and there, you feel not so extraordinary....

Had jenn's blog open while her super nice music was playing while reading another blog....even a place which i didnt like as much before when i was in high school, the photos just made me wanna go back there and also made me wanna make myself feel good inside out...i didnt know a place i despised so much could be sooooo beautiful...how could i overlook such beauty? how could i just turn everything so beautiful and good into something so bad and ugly? thanks for the blog, now i realised, life in hk is .....i guess everything has its pros and cons....now i also realised that feeling of hatred could lead to many bias outcome.....

lesson learned: one must learn to "throw away" the feeling of hatred & love in order to see things more clearly.