日子怎麼過？

還沒來大陸的日子，我差不多每月飛個一兩週〜雖累可是很快活，可以看看不同的地方，吃好吃的，雖累，可是心不累。

到了大陸，基本上出差的機會大大減少。最遠就是到蘇州而已。由於工作需求，我基本上每天電腦寸不離身，因為有太多的郵件要看和要批。只有一個字，累！

不過有發現經過這兩年在大陸的折騰後，自己也成長了很多。發現不管做什麼事情，心態真的很重要！不然一早就進精神病院了。哈哈哈。那天和朋友聊起我在大陸的生活。的確比較苦，因為大陸人千變萬化，一種米，百樣人。大陸政府都沒部分駕馭他們，老想方法來對質他們。往往他們比政府還要厲害和聰明。無論在什麼限制下，都能找出破洞，找出出路。忽然我想起了這句話。。。＂山不轉路轉，路不轉人轉，人不轉心轉＂。。好像是歪理ho？哈哈哈，不過你們明白我意思吧？另外一個歪理是他們比較會找方法。如果可以用在有利益的事情上，肯定出人頭地！

anyway，有點離題。最近換了崗位。發現以前跟我最親密的已經不在親密了。是誰呢？tada〜

禮物

從小我就愛收禮物〜禮物給人神秘的感覺〜一拿到包得那麼精緻的東西，第一感覺是開心，好想知道裡面到底是啥〜有時候我會用重量，用大小來猜測〜是我喜歡的嗎？是有用的嗎？心情很是興奮。記得以前小時候，一個人送了我們三姐妹一個小禮物。不幸的是，我們三人都愛死它。結果打得死去活來。也忘了最終是誰勝了。哈哈哈。原來結果不重要，過程比較重要。嘿嘿。


還記得有一次聖誕節的時候，講好大家在聖誕樹下擺一份禮物。姐姐放了一個包得精緻而超大又超重的禮物給妹妹。妹妹很開心，每天妹妹都圍繞在聖誕樹下幻想裡面的東西，肯定是佳品，給我的卻是小小且沒啥重量的東西，肯定不是什麼好東西。好妒忌哦〜終於盼到聖誕節那天，妹妹興高采烈的沖到樹下拆禮物，結果裡面的卻是一塊大磚塊，旁邊放了一個精緻的小物品。我的禮物雖小，卻也是昂貴的小禮物。這是我姐的惡作劇。終於我發現了一個道理。什麼東西都不能看外表〜不能用一個標準來衡量所有的東西和事情。我們的標準也只不過是來自於自己的經驗質而已。

今天我收到了一份小禮物。同事的喜糖。好精緻，喜歡附上的香片球粒。下次泡了喝喝看。

裡面附上了小卡片。可愛o(^_^)o

How valuable am I?

As the years go by, I started to understand my "value" better.. Not that I'm expensive or cheap.. Not that I'm valuable... Just something unmeasurable... You might start to wonder what I am blabbing about.. Hehehe.. Let me tell u something~

I had been searching for apartment every weekend lately... I have to say it's not an easy task... This is the kind of pain I have to go through, which may be quite foreign for some of u.. Hehehe.. Anyway, I finally found a place!

The other day my colleague kept saying I'm a grade A lady.. Very popular.. Hahaha.. I hmpf and said well.. I don't think it's true! Now I'm beginning to believe her.. This lady landlord saw me and decided to rent her place to me and is willing to wait for me for two months... I figured out why.

First, I'm a girl... Duh.. That's obvious! Well, they seem to have a perception that a girl will keep her place clean! My own experience is, it doesn't apply to all ladies AKA me! Hahaha

Second, I'm single. They think the utilization rate is lower. Well, partly true but I stay home most of the time!

Third, I look honest and innocent... And of coz kind and nice~ in a good way.., in a bad way may be because I look like someone who could be cheated easily @_@

Lastly, may be I have a stable job...

Haha~ now I'm beginning to like myself more and more... After all, first impression is very important, right?

Spring is here

Spring is here again~ these days when u walk on the streets of shanghai, you will find a lot of flowers blooming~ it feels kinda good to see pretty flowers and baby leaves :)

One thing I noticed abt the pretty flowers is they die too fast.. One moment they are blooming proudly on the trees, one moment they are dead on the floors.. Kinda remind me that life is short and there's really no need to admire those that stood high and those who are pretty coz eventually we all need to come down or die :p

Too negative a thought but that's reality... Of coz that doesn't mean we should not go for them, just don't put too much importance on external needs :)

Thoughts of the day~

Thanks jenn

I didn't come to the world alone.. I came with jenn and spent xx yrs with her since the day we were born~ we were lucky as we have a partner to play with, fight with, argue with, take adventure together, fight others with, eat with, drink with the day we were born.. We were so close that I remember one time back in x yrs, we were playing at nearby big drain.. At that time we were both small, so a drain just looked so deep and big to us.. Something strike on jenn's mind that evening and she decided to jump in and found out she couldn't crawl up... Out of despair, she cried.. I was too small and strengthless to pull her up but felt bad that she was stranded alone in the drain and something strike my head that I jumped in and "die" with her.. It's like Malaysian version of "u jump I jump"... Hahaha

So we both cried...and after a while, we realized there was no one to come to the rescue so we helped each other out.. Couldn't remember how we did it, but we did it.. Hahaha.. That's funny

Anyway, when jenn found out that recently I have weight problem and everyone was teasing me to go on diet. She felt bad for me.. In order to console me, she sent me this!

Ahhhh, how thoughtful~thanks sis forgiving me excuse to eat more *hug*

F.O.O.D.

After being commented that I am FAT, I tried to eat as less carbo as I could but I have to say it is difficult! My favorite food are noodles, rice, buns, bread, cakes etc T_T everything that makes you fat... Am trying hard but failed.. Look what I ate over the weekend~

Top: a BIG double layer chicken burger with French fries!

Bottom: home cooked spaghetti

Be prepared to see hippo Jane

T_T