gone for a few days

Am going to Qingdao today...will be off to airport after i write this blog..i dono why i feel so reluctant to go there...checked the weather, it's -10'c overthere...despite me loving the cold, i just don feel like going...cant wait to come back even before i start the journey..constantly thinking about how i could escape...it's within my control, i can just say, hey, i don't wanna go, but somehow i feel obligated :( i will be gone from blogger and facebook for short period of time...what's new? in China, we are not allowed to use both of these sites!!! BTW, after the arrival of 2010, i have not had the chance to greet my friends..or i have but forgotten..anyway..HAPPY 2010~~