emotions 2

Emotion emotion emotion..i'm still struggling to control my emotions.....i woke up on a perfect friday, thinking that everything would be perfect as it is a friday...turned out, it rained heavily in the morning...and while walking to office, i saw a crow on a tree...nvm, coz i usually saw crow flying around in australia...so, i still walked in the rain towards office, then i saw a black poodle shitting..oh well..i thought it wouldnt be that bad......it was just a normal working day...and it's weekend after today..yaya ^^ but then, i felt frustrated when my shanghainese colleagues talked to loud in a foreign dialect tat i dont understand...and i felt even more frustrated when i tried to book a hotel in kyoto...thinking that i have spent too much time in tokyo...time to leave this place..BUT....there was no luck in getting any hotel..we had a hard time getting a hotel room in tokyo and we had even harder time gettting hotel in kyoto, osaka and hakone...i called 10++ hotels and they all gave me the same answer...aarrggghhh..wat the!!! i was so angry that all of my anger exploded....within...of coz....so now, i gave up and have decided to stay in tokyo...anyway and go to hakone for day trip~~~

why emotions just flood when u thought like it is supposed to be perfect? why do you feel frustrated eventhough it's just small little matter? while sometimes, it just doesnt bother you at all?