Finally have short access to blogspot....i miss my blog, and i'm sure all of you miss it the same way as me...hehehe...
recently, i had been trying to reflect what happened to me in life after i left HK....initially i thought my life was much more fun (and hence more fun posts and things happened before i left HK) and thought SH has turned me into someone that i don't recognize...well, i thought it was Shanghai that make me changed...after i talked to a friend, i realized, i was the one who changed myself....why? coz i thought life was much nicer back then and more interesting back then...WELL, i was WRONG....wrong for having this type of thought because my life back then could have been much worse, but i chose to think (or depress) that life was good in HK....if i keep having this negative thought, my life now or in the future won't be good, right? coz i am focusing on something that never happens and something that i assume would be good...hahaha...how silly am i....
my mission now is: to think more positively and more optimisticly...gambate, Jane~~