feel insecure

this is all of my asset!! looks a lot but it's not...the thing abt china is, the biggest note is RMB100 and things are not cheap here...just RMB5,000 and it looks like u are going to trade it for drugs...but it's in fact not alot..i was so amazed with the amount of notes i had one day when i went to the bank to withdraw pocket money to get ready to go to shanghai...the troublesome thing abt china is, many places don't accept master card & visa card..they only accept their own kind...so....i had to bring a stack of money over...but today, it's all gone!! my landlord is now the rich man :(